Ryansean's Journals

taking time

Uhh, going through some personal shit at the moment...
Gonna take a break for a while to re-charge so I feel more like 'me'
<3

Ok so things do go to plan... sometimes

Last night was effing rad.
Now I was bummed I missed Angies birthday...
Seeing Peteâ�™s band Broadway perform was awesome, I, of course had a bit too much to drink but from what I can remember I was pretty well behaved, unlike Adrian who was sober the whole night... he had me in fits, doing random shiz

CAPTAIN WINKIE!!!!!!

There was also a bum... like you see in the movies at the venue The Evelyn...
no-one really knows how he covered the door charge and no-one knows how he wasnâ�™t kicked out... he sat on the stage with his back to the band smoking ciggs and then every now and then he would jump up and literally jump around like he was moshing... tho he was the only one... so I guess he was moshing with himself... awkward!!

The night was rad tho... and after all of the worrying and guilt of missing Angieâ�™s birthday me and Adrian ended up cruising over after the gig... and Iâ�™m so glad I did, sat around for a while talking shiz and uh I canâ�™t really remember as I was pretty wasted by then... headed home, played some xbox like a geek then crashed... I didnâ�™t puke so kudos for me!

Today has been chill...
worked on some tunes, went on stickam for a while, though we thought we closed Adrians live but didnâ�™t... I ended up saying some really personal things which was embarrassing but whatev I guess...
Had a rad night... itâ�™s 10:30 Adrian left like an hour ago... cheers for the epic night and day dude <3333
listening to some Tegan and Sara at the mo... will probably crash soon, or at least get into bed and maybe watch a movie.

Late <3

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And I was a boy from school...

Just got in from the city...

Picked up some rad shiz, including these obnoxious shades...

I saw Shane for like 15mins looking uber cool working his new job (prostitute) bahaha nah.

Other than that, I guess my day has been alright...

Today is Angies Birthday... happy birthday chicky I <3 you heaps.

Tonight will be going to her house for a while, then supposed to be going to the Evelyn to see Petes band perform, but Iâ�™m waiting to hear from Adrian to see if all is still going to plan.

until then,

go fuck yourself all

Letâ�™s get drunk on ourselves

Waking up to someone blasting country music, for the record is not that fun... I was hoping to get at least 7 hours sleep but I guess 4 hours of sleep and 2 hours of broken disturbed sleep will have to do... Red Bull?

Uh yesterday didnâ�™t really go as planned, I had my day all planned out, get design work done, then work on music for the rest of the day, then head over to Toni-Marieâ�™s...
Of course though, dramas came up... I hate that even when I keep to myself and do my own thing, dramas are still going on... Anyways, what can you do.

Adrian and Lyndell came over for a while last night, I havenâ�™t seen Adrian all week so was rad catching up and playing some xbox *geeks* haha.

Not allot planned for today, I probably should work on some music but chilling in a hoodie and my uggs seems so much better... supposed to be chilling with L.A tonight at a random function, hopefully there is a bar there... I need a drink!!

Sunday night is Juliette and the Licks... canâ�™t fucking wait, itâ�™s in St Kilda so it should be interesting.
At the moment Iâ�™m listening to some Milosh, I love his new song Then It Happened.
You should check him out, pretty amarzing.
Ok well Iâ�™m going to have a bite to eat and try to get motivated...
Have a rad weekend everyone...

Right Now...

Ok it feels like a few days have passed... whats up with that?
Yesterday was rad, well besides a few things... but Iâ�™m pretty proud of myself that I didnâ�™t loose my cool. Doesnâ�™t that piss you off though, when you have a rad day and a comment from someone, or you overhear someone saying something can make you feel like shit... you gotta love it.

I ended up working the books last night at karate, I guess it was alright.
Uhh went on stickam and had a laugh... for once I didnâ�™t attract the crazies... a group of rad people were in my room and before I knew it, it was like 4am.

Iâ�™m leaving some shiz out from my day, just because... uhhh I donâ�™t want it posted on the net haha.

This made me laugh so much!! Cheers Lyndell

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hmm well, Iâ�™m off for now...
Will probably blog a little later...
laters

I've seen worlds that don't belong

Ok well I wasnâ�™t going to blog until tomorrow bust seeing as Iâ�™m wide awake I thought, why the fuck not.
Itâ�™s just gone 6.28am L.A left a little while ago... epic night.
Itâ�™s a little crazy but I canâ�™t remember our last old school, chill till the sun comes up kinda night...

But hey Iâ�™m getting ahead of myself...
I woke up all sore and felt bruised from Monday night... UDC which is basically an adult reality based self defence class, so there is allot of contact going on.
So yeah I woke up chilled, worked on some designs and listened to some Paramore... now say what you will I donâ�™t really give a shiz, Paramore are rad.
I went out for italian food with Naomi, which turned into us going to Domâ�™s
It was pretty chill, had a laugh, caught up on whatâ�™s been happening.
I had the Reef and Beef... was pretty epic.
I saw someone I went to school with, waiting tables... I canâ�™t remember her name but she remembered mine, I felt pretty awkward.

Got home and chilled for a bit then L.A came over, played some Halo (nerds) and kicked back, spoke some randoms, listened to epic tunes the went on stickam for a bit of a live show... It was actually really rad, I had a good laugh.
Something was said, which I canâ�™t remember that got onto the subject of my drug problems, and I never really thought just how tough it must have been for L.A to put up with me during that time... I know it sounds bad but I donâ�™t know how long I could put up with someone's shit (like that) for, I mean there are maybe like 3 or four people I would give my fucking life for and do anything for, but dang... It actually means so much to me (duh) that L.A is my bestie, she is the definition of what a mate is...
I canâ�™t even put it into words really and Iâ�™m not going to try to, I mean she knows how I feel and thats all that matters...

Ok well tomorrow or today I should say is going to be a rush of a day trying to fit a million things into a day... so on that note, Iâ�™m gonna crash
<3

Two for my seconds

Bout to head out for UDC, just thought Iâ�™d write a quick Blog...
Today was chill worked on some shiz for Painted By Numbers... been listening to Operator Please so the day has gone pretty quick.

Arghhhh Debraaa!! Adrian isnâ�™t going tonight which Iâ�™m a little bummed about... and no Iâ�™ve got nothing against Matty I <3 Matty... just would have been killer if Adrian could be there... L.A isnâ�™t going either (work) lame.

Uhh new shirt designs are coming out pretty well... Someone told me V-necks are out... I just shrugged and said â�˜well donâ�™t fucking wear them... itâ�™s my line!â�™ Needless to say that didnâ�™t go down very well... I mean seriously, thats so fucking rude for the person to have said that, like I said, itâ�™s my fucking line!!!
Iâ�™m laughing while I type that because the person who said it getâ�™s their fashion advice from Oprah for fucks sake.

Iâ�™ve been a little slack on the music front... I might record some vocals tomorrow and try to come up with a rad melody for one of our songs, Hey I might even be out of bed by lunch time... Other than that, supposed to be going out for Italian food with Naomi.

Ok well Iâ�™m off to be a ninja and shiz...

shirt designs...

Not too sure if they have been posted here... they have definitely been posted on my official site www.ryansean.net
I've been lazy with blogging on buzznet, so I thought I'd post it here for those who haven't seen them...

These are my first lot of shirts from my shirt and tote bag collection launching mid August this year...
Not sure if all will be coming out but here are a few anyways.

Come down now...

Last night after I got in, I ended up going back out and chilling at Toni-Marieâ�™s till like 5am? hmm 5am or 6am?? I cant remember.
It was really rad finally getting to chill.

Had a little sleep-in today, didnâ�™t wake up with a hang over... niice.
Spent most of the day working on random projects, cleaned me room and spoke to a few people on the phone... its sometimes nice living like a hermit.
Adrian came over and got his hair did... He left not that long ago, now I get the fun task of dealing with dramas... I feel like a fucking cunt!!
Donâ�™t you hate it when people put you in a position that makes you look like a tool? Thatâ�™s one thing I really hate.
The dramas are with Darcy... Iâ�™m just over it all really.
Itâ�™s fucked up and petty... Iâ�™m expected to do whatever people want with a smile on my face then when itâ�™s reversed I get completely fucked over... itâ�™s my own fault for letting it happen I guess.
Itâ�™s hard with family though... anyways.
Iâ�™m gonna chill listen to some Postal Service then crash.
If you read this Adrian, Good Luck tomoz dude.
Itâ�™s 1.50am... nite...

Oh and I expected someone to be a bit more supportive but hey I was let down...
gotta love it

Ella Ella Ella

Just got in... early night. 11.31pm
Went out to dinner with a group of people to a Greek Restaurant in Greensborough...

Pretty chill, had a good laugh... drank just a little too much though.
The food was rad... well mine was anyways.

Not allot planned for the rest of the night... was supposed to go to some random funk club in the city but am feeling really chill so will probably kick it here and watch a movie or something.

Tomorrow... sleep-in. Thank God
Working on some new designs for my shirts that were sketched up last week... fingers crossed they turn out rad. Adrian is coming over sometime tomorrow night, to get his hair did and might chill for a while...
So thats about it really... very unexciting I know

Hope you all are having a rad weekend
<3