RY SEAN

Uhh, going through some personal shit at the moment...
Gonna take a break for a while to re-charge so I feel more like 'me'
<3

Last night was effing rad.
Now I was bummed I missed Angies birthday...
Seeing Pete’s band Broadway perform was awesome, I, of course had a bit too much to drink but from what I can remember I was pretty well behaved, unlike Adrian who was sober the whole night... he had me in fits, doing random shiz

CAPTAIN WINKIE!!!!!!

There was also a bum... like you see in the movies at the venue The Evelyn...
no-one really knows how he covered the door charge and no-one knows how he wasn’t kicked out... he sat on the stage with his back to the band smoking ciggs and then every now and then he would jump up and literally jump around like he was moshing... tho he was the only one... so I guess he was moshing with himself... awkward!!

The night was rad tho... and after all of the worrying and guilt of missing Angie’s birthday me and Adrian ended up cruising over after the gig... and I’m so glad I did, sat around for a while talking shiz and uh I can’t really remember as I was pretty wasted by then... headed home, played some xbox like a geek then crashed... I didn’t puke so kudos for me!

Today has been chill...
worked on some tunes, went on stickam for a while, though we thought we closed Adrians live but didn’t... I ended up saying some really personal things which was embarrassing but whatev I guess...
Had a rad night... it’s 10:30 Adrian left like an hour ago... cheers for the epic night and day dude <3333
listening to some Tegan and Sara at the mo... will probably crash soon, or at least get into bed and maybe watch a movie.

Late <3

Waking up to someone blasting country music, for the record is not that fun... I was hoping to get at least 7 hours sleep but I guess 4 hours of sleep and 2 hours of broken disturbed sleep will have to do... Red Bull?

Uh yesterday didn’t really go as planned, I had my day all planned out, get design work done, then work on music for the rest of the day, then head over to Toni-Marie’s...
Of course though, dramas came up... I hate that even when I keep to myself and do my own thing, dramas are still going on... Anyways, what can you do.

Adrian and Lyndell came over for a while last night, I haven’t seen Adrian all week so was rad catching up and playing some xbox *geeks* haha.

Not allot planned for today, I probably should work on some music but chilling in a hoodie and my uggs seems so much better... supposed to be chilling with L.A tonight at a random function, hopefully there is a bar there... I need a drink!!

Sunday night is Juliette and the Licks... can’t fucking wait, it’s in St Kilda so it should be interesting.
At the moment I’m listening to some Milosh, I love his new song Then It Happened.
You should check him out, pretty amarzing.
Ok well I’m going to have a bite to eat and try to get motivated...
Have a rad weekend everyone...

Ok it feels like a few days have passed... whats up with that?
Yesterday was rad, well besides a few things... but I’m pretty proud of myself that I didn’t loose my cool.  Doesn’t that piss you off though, when you have a rad day and a comment from someone, or you overhear someone saying something can make you feel like shit... you gotta love it.

I ended up working the books last night at karate, I guess it was alright.
Uhh went on stickam and had a laugh... for once I didn’t attract the crazies... a group of rad people were in my room and before I knew it, it was like 4am.

I’m leaving some shiz out from my day, just because... uhhh I don’t want it posted on the net haha.

This made me laugh so much!! Cheers Lyndell




hmm well, I’m off for now...
Will probably blog a little later...
laters

Ok well I wasn’t going to blog until tomorrow bust seeing as I’m wide awake I thought, why the fuck not.
It’s just gone 6.28am L.A left a little while ago... epic night.
It’s a little crazy but I can’t remember our last old school, chill till the sun comes up kinda night...

But hey I’m getting ahead of myself...
I woke up all sore and felt bruised from Monday night... UDC which is basically an adult reality based self defence class, so there is allot of contact going on.
So yeah I woke up chilled, worked on some designs and listened to some Paramore... now say what you will I don’t really give a shiz, Paramore are rad.
I went out for italian food with Naomi, which turned into us going to Dom’s
It was pretty chill, had a laugh, caught up on what’s been happening.
I had the Reef and Beef... was pretty epic.
I saw someone I went to school with, waiting tables... I can’t remember her name but she remembered mine, I felt pretty awkward.

Got home and chilled for a bit then L.A came over, played some Halo (nerds) and kicked back, spoke some randoms, listened to epic tunes the went on stickam for a bit of a live show... It was actually really rad, I had a good laugh.
Something was said, which I can’t remember that got onto the subject of my drug problems, and I never really thought just how tough it must have been for L.A to put up with me during that time...  I know it sounds bad but I don’t know how long I could put up with someone's shit (like that) for, I mean there are maybe like 3 or four people I would give my fucking life for and do anything for, but dang...  It actually means so much to me (duh) that L.A is my bestie, she is the definition of what a mate is...
I can’t even put it into words really and I’m not going to try to, I mean she knows how I feel and thats all that matters...

Ok well tomorrow or today I should say is going to be a rush of a day trying to fit a million things into a day... so on that note, I’m gonna crash
<3

Bout to head out for UDC, just thought I’d write a quick Blog...
Today was chill worked on some shiz for Painted By Numbers... been listening to Operator Please so the day has gone pretty quick.

Arghhhh Debraaa!! Adrian isn’t going tonight which I’m a little bummed about... and no I’ve got nothing against Matty I <3 Matty... just would have been killer if Adrian could be there... L.A isn’t going either (work) lame.

Uhh new shirt designs are coming out pretty well... Someone told me V-necks are out... I just shrugged and said ‘well don’t fucking wear them... it’s my line!’  Needless to say that didn’t go down very well... I mean seriously, thats so fucking rude for the person to have said that, like I said, it’s my fucking line!!!
I’m laughing while I type that because the person who said it get’s their fashion advice from Oprah for fucks sake.

I’ve been a little slack on the music front... I might record some vocals tomorrow and try to come up with a rad melody for one of our songs, Hey I might even be out of bed by lunch time... Other than that, supposed to be going out for Italian food with Naomi.

Ok well I’m off to be a ninja and shiz...

Not too sure if they have been posted here... they have definitely been posted on my official site www.ryansean.net
I've been lazy with blogging on buzznet, so I thought I'd post it here for those who haven't seen them...

These are my first lot of shirts from my shirt and tote bag collection launching mid August this year...
Not sure if all will be coming out but here are a few anyways.

Just got in... early night. 11.31pm
Went out to dinner with a group of people to a Greek Restaurant in Greensborough...

Pretty chill, had a good laugh... drank just a little too much though.
The food was rad... well mine was anyways.

Not allot planned for the rest of the night... was supposed to go to some random funk club in the city but am feeling really chill so will probably kick it here and watch a movie or something.

Tomorrow... sleep-in. Thank God
Working on some new designs for my shirts that were sketched up last week... fingers crossed they turn out rad.  Adrian is coming over sometime tomorrow night, to get his hair did and might chill for a while...
So thats about it really... very unexciting I know

Hope you all are having a rad weekend
<3

Sorry for the lack of updates... have been a busy effer lately.

Working on Music, my designs and a few other projects... I'm going to try to update more often....

Ok, as I’m writing this blog I’m doing like a million other things so if it is un-redable (is that a real word?) my bad.
I was supposed to go to a meeting last night (Thursday) but Naomi came over instead and we watched Superbad which is pretty much the sex.

Uh then she left and I got some work done and chilled on Stickam for a while...
Adrian came into my room for a while then decided he was going to come round to play some Halo...
So thats what I did last night, It was really rad actually, I mean we have already owned the game but we played it at a harder level of difficulty... Just because we are fucking ninjas.  Had Maccas Breakfast at like 5.30am and called it a night... morning.  I’m not sure how many of you have actually watched the ‘what am I? what am I?’ puppet video I posed a lil while ago (on my official site)... anyways well that shiz gets stuck in your head so we pretty much say it all the time, as Adrian was pulling out of my drive I thought Id say ‘what is that noise?’
And Adrian screams the next lines so fucking loud that I heard him half way down my street still screaming... It probably doesn't sound that funny but it was and If you’re not laughing... you are retarded! I couldn't stop laughing!!
Anyways so I had an epic night chilling and playing xbox 360.
He is such a talented little fucker and I’m stoked we are mates and that I can call him a mate <3 geez how romantic/gay WHATEVVVV

So I then checked my emails then crashed, woke up around lunch time and have been working on random stuff since... it’s like 9.30pm... good effort.
Working on my folio, random design projects... music... cleaning... I cant really remember the last time I actually cleaned my room... gnarly!!!
I’m actually In really good spirits today and have a really good creative energy flowing... I’m happy... Snaps for ME!

Uh... oh also last night I got to tune into Toni-Maries radio show Youth Riot but I missed out on the end of it... bummed! Godd job tho matey

So yeah I’m probably just going to chill tonight in my hagged ugg boots work on random stuff and listen to some epic music. NOOOO BEERRRR haha

k we’ll I can’t really think of what else I wanted to say... so
Laters

Remember you can always check out my official Blog over at

Besides being sick and feeling gross I did actually have an alright day.
The clean ups of the Tote bag designs are now done and they came out really well... fingers crossed in like a week I can post the designs... Once I get the green light from various places there will be a range of different designs and a few special limited edition designs.
I am so excited about it all, hopefully I get some great support and people love them.

At the moment I'm pretty chill, have been obsessed with watching family guy lately... it helps me sleep haha that sounds strange but I guess laughing till I almost pee, relaxes me.
You would not believe the pile... yup literally pile of movies I need to watch, I should really stop buying them just till' I finished watching these, but I can't help it... I'm such a movie geek.

I'm taking a week off working on my music, to work on my book and another side venture that will hopefully pay the bills... I didn't want to get back into this type of design but unfortunately, to keep working on my book, music and label... you need money. I don't want to bitch tho because I made these life choices and though it's tough and allot of hard work I love it and wouldn't change it for anything.
So yeah, unfortunately next week is going to be a little full on, so wont be able to chill... my bad If I had plans with anyone.

I'm in love with Dirk Mai's (FINGERS CROSSED) photography... he is so friken talented, if you have a myspace add him... if not, go on his page anyways and check out his amazing work.
He seems like a really great guy too, which makes me like him even more.

Anyways it's getting late, and tho I can't stop listening to TEGAN & SARA's The Con...
I probably should hit the sheets and get some sleep...
enjoy whats left of your weekend everyone
xx

Hey hey...
just a quick lil post before I crash...
Feeling really gross at the moment, felt all groggy this morning and now I have the flu... so fucking lame.  I get sick so friken easy, especially lately.
I have to start taking better care of myself, obviously I have been doing a fucked up job of that.
I get all mopey when I'm sick too... I just like to be left alone haha

anyways I'm gonna lay down and watch some family guy and get some sleep
have a rad weekend all
x

Today was a busy day... mainly busy because I slept through my alarm and had to cram in allot of work into not many hours. lame but true.
Ok, the totes are coming along really well, fine tuned some of my designs today and now that they are all cleaned up and looking more like I had imagined, I love them.  Not too sure how many designs I'll use to begin with but I will definitely use all of them once the business is up and running.  Looking into trademarks and getting things resisted next week, so hopefully all will be good and I'll have the green light to go ahead and keep working on allot more things.

Not allot of music work going on at the moment, it's cool though, I'm sure I'll work on shiz next week.  I have been listening to allot of rad tunes though... not really work, I know but hey I could lie and say, 'it's to inspire me.' So I'm just going to go with that.

My mate Toni-Marie lost her blog, well she didn't lose it, someone hacked it... completely fucking lame. They deserve crotch rot or something hagged like that.
She also mentioned that she will be working INCUBUS when they come to town, I am completely stoked for her and just a little bit jealous haha.

what else has been going on... oh, an old friend of mine is back in my life, and I'm syked about that... Teresa and I always new how to have a laugh and good time and she was over last night and it's funny how things can change but still remain the same, you know what I mean?
She is amarzing and I fucking love her!!
Other than that, I have been totally working my ass off like a champ... so here's hoping 08 will be a fucking rad year... oh and please let it be drama free. cheers.

Naomi was over for some Gossip Girl viewing... it's a guilty pleasure and even though it's completely over the top I can't help but love it.  Had some killer pizza and mango gelati...
pretty chill.

Ok, I'm talking shit now and it's late so I am going to chill in bed.... and possibly read.
Yup that's me... I am very learn-ed
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Yo.
Sorry for the lack of updates, have been a little busy.
Hope you are all doing well and shiz... me? meh.

Been working on some tote designs, a few T's but mainly totes, mainly to be used as promo's till I get some shirt designs out there, it's actually a fucking blast... the whole design process, its also a good learning process too.
It's not going to be for Ryan Sean (music) as some of you thought but actually for a label I am launching, tho to start with it won't be one of my main priority's... more of a hobby, but hey, you never know it all could take off... either way I'll be starting small working my way up... but... everything that I will offer (starting items) will be limited... so if you want to own some limited edition (enter design name here lol) gear, keep the peepers peeled. Ay!!

Hmm, I fucking hurt my elbow today, proving a point... I was doing a bridge (u know? when you lay down and arch your back up with your hands and feet) and did it but laughed and came crashing down onto my elbow... nice... now I keep getting really strange twinges when I move a certain way, it probably sounds strange but like electricity... you know what I mean?

My book is coming along nicely, now that I am working to a schedule I am getting allot done and am becoming more focused, which is rad... I do feel kinda bad for blowing people off but hey, this is my work and I wouldn't turn up at you job expecting you to drop everything just so we could chill now would I?
As for working on my album, writing for that... at the moment, isn't working out so well... I find that when I plan to sit down and write it lacks spontaneity which is lame... so I have been taking a note book with me almost everywhere then playing around with lyrics on my 'album' days.

Now, I mentioned how I have been addicted to home makeover shows and renovation shows. I couldn't help myself and am in the process of re-designing the look of my room... lame I know haha. It's looking rad tho.
So thats my confession of the day... whats yours?

Uh spoke to a mate today and got some awesome advice and support for an issue I am dealing with at the moment... so if theres a chance you are reading this... thank you so, so much your an amarzing friend and I love you xx geez... how romantic.

Yo. Productive day, I guess.
Got a sleep in... I really gotta move my Blackberry away from my bed... I must as a reflex turn off my alarm, turn the sleep off, exit the alarm, go to the main screen, put it back in its case, then go back to sleep... I never remember turning it off tho.

I worked on my book for a while, got a good 5 pages done, which was rad.
Listened to some tunes and got a lil' inspired and worked on some designs for my Tote bags.
I guess everyone knows I want to launch my own label soon... I've decided to start with T's and tote bags first... I don't know, I just wanted to start out simple, especially with all these other things going on.  I have a few label names, but really love one... if you want to know send me a message and I'll tell you, or y'all can wait till it's launched.
I might post some of my ideas here or set up a MySpace and Buzznet and post them there... allot of effing around tho, with the name I mean, I have to get it registered and everything (obviously) See what happens though.

Tomorrow, working on my music, but I might take it off and chill and watch some movies or something... suppose I should get some work done tho.
I was talking to Shane... might even go out for lunch.
anyways
x

So I'm annoyed at the moment, but I have a feeling I'm just being dramatic... Do you ever get like that? Like, something is pissing you off but you feel like you are being dramatic if you were to bring it up... I've always been like that.  I think that's what happens when you keep things in for so long, you feel lame for bringing them up and letting things out.
Anyways.

I'm gonna crash, it's getting late.  It's annoying me this very second, that I am always the one to call or text people to stay in touch, people call me when they want something.
I might start charging tho... rent a mate for a night anyone??
Maybe I am just being dramatic.

Tomorrows a new day
x

Yo.
So my weekend was hella lame... I think I have been sleeping too much lately, I guess taking sleeping tablets like tic-tacs isn't helping much... anyways.
So I've been all groggy and shit today so haven't really been doing much, I thought I'd geek it up a bit and play some xbox 360... nice.
Been getting all of my shit together for my photo's, it's all been dragging on too much lately, I mean I wanted my site to be up and running by now, it just sucks when things don't go to plan.
But saying that, I hope that when I finally do get around to getting these pictures taken, that it's not a complete let down.

I have to start hitting the gym, getting up at a reasonable hour and going to bed at a reasonable hour too... My body clock is completely out of whack and it's taking it's mother fucking toll. Don't you hate that?
What else... Ugh I checked out the weekly weather forecast and its back up to 40 degrees mid week... Needless to say I won't be leaving the house, unless I go to the beach but that won't happen... I'm really dieing to go tho... It's been far too long. I've been dropping hints to everyone but they are either ignoring me or they are dumbasses.

I'm listening to A City Scene by The A-B Theory and it's been on repeat for a while now... along with some other rad tunes... but seriously check out The A-B Theory They have a MySpace...




Other than that... I'm boring having a SMIRNOFF TWIST (How homosexual of me) and that's about it... who wants to kill my boredom.
late
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Pretty Chill day, I got to sleep in which was rad.
I heard that a cool change should be coming through tonight, for a few days... great, don't get me wrong I love summer but +35 degrees days is a little ridiculous.

I didn't really do much today, listened to some new tunes which I've been buying but haven't really had the chance to listen to, so that was alright.
Had a killer pineapple and olive pizza and watched some random IQ'd shows, pretty lame excuse for a Saturday night actually

Next week is going to be a busy one, mainly writing, I have these lyrics that have been floating around in my head that I want to get down, I also have a personal song I'm writing at the moment... Now I know all song should be personal... and they are but this one is really personal about an experience with someone special, I don't really know how it will work out or what direction it will go in but I've had it in me for so long that I'd be a fool not to get it out, you know what I mean? And you may be thinking, why haven't I already written it... well like I said, its uber personal and I haven't really known if I want to go there, get in that head space and bring it all to the surface, even if it's only me and the person are the only people who know what I'm talking about, it's just... I'm not too big on getting personal, or that personal I should say and if I really want to give that much away in a song.
Anyways, so yeah Wednesday and Thursday are planned writing days where I'll be doing nothing but work on my lyrics.  Tuesday and Friday are writing days for my book.
As for Monday?... it's whatever I feel like working on really, I might go to the movies.  I have organised for some new pictures for my website to be taken in the next few weeks, so we'll see what happens... The inspiration? Ziggy Stardust, Glam Rock and Clockwork Orange... uh it should be interesting.

Anyways
I'm off
enjoy your weekends
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